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Monday, January 30, 2012

Mississippi

Mississippi

When the boats were still
on streets, the cars
in trees, the houses
roofless, we slept
on Bucky Sanders' trampoline.

I told him I lost my sleeping
bag before Lindsay Windemere
could say she lost her pajamas.

I felt his legs through
the fabric of his pants. Thin,
muscular. His face began to tighten.
Lindsay, somewhere on the edge
of the trampoline, huffed.

In the dark, he grew
closer. I heard him
groan. Suddenly, I felt wet
soak through his pants, into mine.
It stank of urine.

When the sun allowed,
we all washed
the clothes and bags
in the water up his driveway.
Lindsay laughed. From a distance,
I heard Mrs. Sanders, "That's just
being American."

Floor

Floor

My shoelaces flopped
to pink carpeted floor,
lazily. I realize
I don't need rabbits,
holes. All that jazz
echoes in my fingers,
works the laces

Where the shoelaces loop
and knot, there's dark
stains and frays. My fingers
tend to avoid grime.

Grandpa

Grandpa

I pulled down
the planes on strings.
My dad, under his mom's
careful watch, boxed
the miniature war
machines labeled, "Hulan's
Work." One of the hooks
on the ceiling snapped. I
couldn't avoid the B-26 Marauder
plummeting. Grandma shouted
obscenities at her son.
I felt the loss
throbbing red on my
face. My dad, red with shame.

Monday, January 16, 2012

At First Sight

At First Sight

I was selling out
my faith. In his arms,

he held me. Too tight
to feel threatened. By him,

our crimson love-
seat. Burgundy cloth

unraveled
at the corners. He worked

at home, I was away
until dark. I finally saw

someone else. Worse
happened. People met
everyday, people forgot.

Friday, January 13, 2012

Mother

Mother

My mom slams another
medicine cabinet, empties
her last migraine pills,
and starts vacuuming.
Vigorously pushing
and pulling in
my room, a dirty t-shirt
discarded on the floor
gets sucked up, caught.
“Damn it!” The vacuum
wheezes in high pitches,
coughing the dirt back
onto my bed, into my closet.
“Clean this up! My life
would be easier without you
giving me these headaches.” I
grab my keys and leave. The sun
ahead reminds me of summer
beaches and Sunkist orange juice.
I listen to my engine in waves.